♥My Lil 1♥ June 3 2010

It was a rough day, but trying to get by as much I can. Losing my baby changed my life around and showed me reality of everything. It's hard because I wonder all these things about my baby like what he would have been like, or looked like, would I have been a good mother. I know that looking back at everything I wish I would have waited. I would have loved my baby more then anything in this life!! Days are hard for me I feel like a piece of my heart is missing!! I have my moments where I just break down. I hardly sleep and eat because everything reminds me of my baby boy.. He passed away May 18, 2010 but I know he is in a better place. I love you baby...