In class

Im sitting here thinking about last night. I miss him so much. It seems like everytime were away from eachother we fight I hate it so much I cry cause I don't know what to do I feel like when were seperated from each other for a long period of time that were not even together.  I know the reason why we fight is because im so in love with him that I hate the fact of not being next to him. I just want everything to be right and us both find a way to change and love eachother even when we are not by each others side. He means the world to me and in my heart I know that I don't wanna be without him EVER. I know I couldn't do it by myself. He is my back bone the person that brings me up when im down. He can make me so crazy about him, im crying and hurting one minute and the next minute he will says something that makes me smile all over again and I just want to say everything will be okay.. I know he might think I don't care but I care more then the world about him he's the reason why I am the person I am today.. Im still falling more in love with him everyday. Its just hard knowing he can't be next to me ever second of everyday hes the person I need the most. I can't wait till I can come home to him and know that he's going to come home to me it will make me so happy. I just hate the fact that we can't see each other and be next to one another. He's my love and my bestfriend so when he's not near I feel like I can't talk to anyone about how I feel because he is the only one that understands me and knows how to make evrything better. I cant do anything with out him because I just want to be next to him and do everything with him. It has to be him I tell everything to and do everything with..